im a pisces and a 1 in numerology hearing that you will be in for christmas kills me inside. i pray that i never see your face. i hate you. i just want to claw your face and kick you where you cant even breath anymore. but at the same time i want to see you i want to have that friendship back i want to hear your laugh and the funny things you do that no one (not even your fucking wife) will understand except you and i :( i wish i could erase you from my memory forever.
I still feel like your fake to me and your just my friend so you can be friends with someone else.
Im so self conscious with my body
The first mention in literature of XXX for kisses at the bottom of a letter was in 1901, according to the Oxford English Dictionary. The X itself is very old.
The custom goes back to the early Christian era, when a cross mark or “X” was the same as a sworn oath. The cross referred to the cross of Calvary and the first letter of the Greek word for Christ, Xristos.
Even as little as a hundred and fifty years ago, not many people could read or write. The “X” at the bottom of a document took the place of a signature. They would kiss the “X” as a crucifix or bible was kissed to emphasize the importance of the mark. It was this practice that lead to the “X” representing a kiss.
There isn’t much known about the beginnings of the “O”. It is a North American custom. The “O” represents the arms in a circle around another person. Arms crossed in front of you do not mean the “X” as a hug! The “O” is the hug.
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